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Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 12:16 PM

Hot n Cold.

Words can't describe my feelings right now. I'm happy,I'm dissapointed,I'm sad,I'm free,I'm delighted,I'm bold,I'm strong,I'm hot and I'm cold.

I dont wanna be the same anymore. Dont want me the one that I used to be. Y'know,is very hard to become a good person. Is very hard,cos I been there and done that. I'm so not going to repeat it again. I wont be that silly that I used to be.

Because of what?

You wont get a fcuk. You will be plain dissapointed and sad all yada yada.

Why should we cry all over again and again? Did anyone ever cry for you? Hell no. So yeah,why wasting time?

Giving out your heart,soul,mind,time,money,efforts.

What did you gain in the end? What did you get?

I really dont know. What the hell is all this.

What am I doing all this while. Maybe bcos I'm insecure,self-pity,low self-esteem and all.

And now,I'm NOT.

I wont be the one that I used to be.

Last time I'm flexible,easy,love to cry and all those shit. And now,please,I will be harsh and cold. Dont talk cock to me,bcos I'm not gonna listen to it anymore. I dont need anyone to love me,to like me,please me or whatsoever. I just wanna be myself. Dont like me then fcuk off.

Seriously,I deserve so much better than what I had now.

Tears no more bcos I'M DRY just like that.

I hereby declared that I'm happy,not bcos of anyone,not bcos of anything. I'm happy just bcos of myself.

MOI happy face.

Once again.I'm happy for who I am now. Confidence is all you need. I wont beg you anymore,I will not be the roses that trampled on the ground,I'm not letting anyone to step on me anymore. You hit me,I kill you. You dislike me? I hate you. Dont bother to think I will consider the second time. Just get lost GET LOST.

Okay,whatever. I'm done with this post. (:

Chaoz.

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10:46 AM

Double Date.

1st of all = Movie review time. AHA!

Okay,you probably thinking why am I so weird? Hah! How come I watch this sort of movie?
Errrr,to be perfectly honest,I dont feel like watching this movie AT ALL. LOL.

Ahem,but what to do...Someone wanted to watch it.So I have to.*Cough*

Rating: ??????

No rating bcos,we didn't even finish watching the movie.

He's sick and shievering,so yeah,we left like 1 hour earlier. Hah. So yeah.

moi! Fair huh?Say thanks to the sunlight. xD

chill at San Fransisco with Cynthia the hot mama!

Cynthia and Moi!

moi cam-whored partner!

I'm pregnant! Ish ish! Ignored my bloated stomach. Hey,I'm not fat kay....Hahahahahaha.

I had IBS.

Iritable bowel syndrome.

(Real wan lar okay)

moi bff!

I love my new haircut!

I only ate the cream,BTW. LOL.

Haha and then after fecthing the hot mama back to her friend's house,I headed to

Sunway Pyramid. Like again LOL.

Thanks for coming despite that you're not feeling well,but you came just to make me happy.So yeah,thanks a million time. (: Hah he doesn't really look good here,cos the sick plus cannot make it face. Hah.

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Hmm,so was hanging out with Cynthia yesterday LOL. She bought many stuff yo *cough* Heh. And me?Bought nothing but disposable panties. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hey,stop laughing. Haha cos I'm going to Taiwan this saturday ma. Heh. So yeah,walked around and met sooooooo many peoples today! Guess who?

-Evelyn(Not myself of cos)
-Siok Kim
-Jessie
-Tv
-Dila
-nicky.

LIKE WOW! LOL.

Some I met them from Ioi Mall and some I met them in Pyramid. LOL.

Hah. So chit chatted with Cynthia. Girls talk *ahem* Haha. What can girl talk about?Once again,I live it up to your own imagination. Hahaha. Hmm,had a great time with her. All the best for ya Spm babe! Heh.

And then headed to Pyramid LOL. Hmm,the poor little fella waited me for like half an hour. Haha,but the last time I waited for 1 hour. Haha. So I dont think I owe him. Hah. (: Hmm,so yeah walked around as well. Since we got no interest in Pyramid anymore. Go until damn sien liao. Hah. Hmm,so while walking around I met TV LOL. Hah. He's working there in Mark and spencer. Hmm,and then I joined him to meet up with Dila! Heh. Pyramid is always so full with Sunway college student. Our fav hot spot as we got nowhere else to go. Hah. Hmm,and then we had dinner and movie. This poor fella shievering like mad inside the cinema (He's having fever and SERIOUS SORE THROAT*Bleeding*) Thats why I appericated him to come just for me (: Hmm,so yeah we went out earlier lol. Dont want him to suffer inside the cinema and since I dont like the movie Ninja also. Hah we went Watson to buy some mineral water and strepsils. I dont think it helps tho. He's throat was bleeding. Yerr,sure damn pain.

Hmm,then we went back around 9.30pm lol. Anyway,thanks for everything. (:

Hmm,oh and yeah,TMR - LAST DAY OF MY EXAM. = THE LAST DAY OF COLLEGE LIFE.

Hah. Meh,not Uni life. Hah. Wish me all the best and gooood luck yeah.

Chaozzzz. I miss Cynthia,I miss him. =)

P/s:Omg,gotta study already.

Labels: feelings and thoughts, Shopping Spree, so in love

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Monday, November 9, 2009, 1:26 PM

Can't stop grinning.

I guess I'm totally mad this few days.

I can't stop grinning.

I mean it. C-A-N-T S-T-O-P at all okay? Hah. I thinking about it all night long. About the phone convo. Altho is just a few minutes. But well,it can make me grin for like god damn LONG. LOL LOL LOL. It was really...................................................Lovely? Hah. I don't know what is it. But currently I'M STILL GRINNING WHILE TYPING THIS.

I felt like laughing. I...... almost wanna burst out my laugther.

Really so happy meh Evelyn? (:

Answers: Yes.

This sense of happiness is been missing for so long. The last one is I D-O-N-T K-N-O-W W-H-E-N. Hah. Just seems to be ages ago. But the sense of happiness is coming back again. I dont know how long would it last,I dont know whether it started or not. I just can't stop smiling.

I'm insane,I'm mad. Name it all if you want.

Not gonna tell the world what make me so happy,but well,I think all of you can almost guess it?! Haha.

Still thinking why?Because my Mom decided to buy all the branded bags for me?NO.

Because my dad bought me a BMW? NOOOOOOOOO.

Because I lose 10 kg of weight?NOOOO.

So I live it up to your imagination.

(:

Chaoz. I'm totally......................................HAPPY. 100%

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Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11:00 PM

Foxy Megan.

So yeah,I went and watch Jennifer's body today.

(:

No doubt Foxy Megan was damn sexxay.

I think all the guys in the cinema was steaming.

HAHA.

But well,the storyline wasnt that good & is a little bit boring and the ending was like cheh. And we dont even understand some part of it lol. Like how come Jennifer died in the end lol. Wasnt that logical and well,abit lame as well. But it still worth it because of Foxy Megan (:

So overall I rate : 7/10.

The rating should be only 5 or 6/10 if I watch with a normal person. But due to..... External influence *cough* so yeah,I rate it like higher. HAHAHAA. Okay,next movie that I wanna watch is...... 2012 & also Time traveller's wife. Heh.

So who's with me? Haha. And there is another interesting movie coming on december... er the couple retreatment or something like that. Is about couple that went for counselling thingy wan. I saw the advertisment for it,not bad tho. Gonna watch it too. Arrgh,I'm a hardcore movie fan. I almost wanna watch everything in the cinema. HAHAHA. So yeah,who wanna pay for me? Heh.

=) So yeah,today went there with Kyo. Lol. Sakae Sushi for lunch. Hmmm,I dont think the sushi there is very special tho. I still prefer Sushi King,I dont know why. Haha. Even Tokyo G is better. Hahaa. I love Japanese food FYI (: Heh heh. No picture taken,due to shy-ni-ness. Got such word a?I dont think so,but hell yeah. Will definitely snap some picture the next outing. Hah.

AND IS SUPER LOL TODAY.

While I'm waiting for my friend to come,I was standing alone infront of the Starbucks cafe. There was one nigga siting alone there and out of a sudden he wave at me =.=

Okay,and then he stand up and walk towards me =.= =.= =.=

He said I look really pretty and yada yada and then ask for my hp num 0.O I have to give.... I dare not say no,but I gave my old number that I never use already wan. Damn eew. He asked me loadsa question and lucky my friend came in time to SAVE me out of the akward situation LOL

Nigga really damn brave wan LOL. So daring wan. O.M.G. Why do nigga always come and talk to me LOL?

=.=

Hmm,so yeah,it was a nice day out and I'm happy! (: Okay,only close friends will know why. Muahahaha. Till then,chaoz peoples!

Nighty night!

Labels: feelings and thoughts, Movies/Dramas, Weekends

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9:40 AM

The fringey trauma. Haha.

Hey peoples. I'm back. Haha.

So yeah,I had a fringey trauma as I'm not sure whether I wanna chop off my long fringe or not.

&

my final decision is

YES.

I already chopped off my long fringe LOL.

My fringe is longer than my face and now.............................................

I look like.

THIS.

boleh tahan tak?
*Ignored the dirty mirror in Carefour LOL*

Hmm,so how iszit peoples? LOL. The reason I cut my fringe is because............

1)People always thought that I'M VERY OLD -.- *Sgt marah lar*
2)Some even thought that I'm married *GOT TO HELL*
3)When people heard that I haven got into degree,they was like 'HUH YOU FIRST YEAR ONLY AAAAA??' *What the hell,I very old meh?
4)Excuse me,I'm not even 18. I'm just 17 going to 18.
5)People think that I'm 100 years old. People who are elder than me,all look younger than me.

HENCE.......................................................

I have to cut off my long fringe to look younger. Whether it is sucessful or not,I still dont know. But mommy said I will definitely look younger.

Maybe people thought I'm 24-26 age of range,now maybe can be 20-22.HAHA Still OLDER THAN WHAT I ACTUALLY AM. But well,at least got some improvement la. HAHAHAHAHAA.

I really hate it when people thought I'm VERY OLD,AND GIVE ME THE FUCKING SHOCKING LOOK.

LIKE HUH HUH HUH??? =.=" Go to hell then if you think I look old. *Just joking*

So yeah,I hereby declared that I'M JUST SEVENTEEN GOING TO EIGHTEEN. Currently just seventeeeeeen. DONT SIMPLY GUESS HOW OLD AM I LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL.

Seeee?Bcos of all this junk I have to cut off my fringe. How sad it is?

SIGH.

Labels: feelings and thoughts, out of frustration, the release of anger, Weekends

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